I am not: a good driver.
\nI hurt: when I feel unappreciated.
\nI love: Bedhead Ed.
\nI hate: strawberry ice cream.
\nI fear: dying a terrible death.
\nI hope: I get accepted into the Graphic Design major at SDSU.
\nI crave: Coke.
\nI regret: momentary lapses of judgement.
\nI cry: when I’m frustrated.
\nI care: about other people’s feelings.
\nI always: kick my legs out when I’m walking.
\nI long: to be worry free.
\nI feel alone: when Ed is having a boys night out and I’m having a Mayan’s night in.
\nI listen: to my heart instead of my head.
\nI hide: when I’m in trouble.
\nI drive: like I’m blind and drunk with one hand tied behind my back.
\nI sing: Hoobastank songs at the top of my lungs with Sheena.
\nI dance: to punk rock in my underwear.
\nI write: letters to better express myself.
\nI breathe: through my left nostril only. I’m sick.
\nI play: with Shell and Joey’s puppies.
\nI miss: quality time with Shi, Chel, Roxy and my seester.
\nI search: for my keys on a daily basis.
\nI learn: something new everyday.
\nI feel: hungry because I’m working overtime today.
\nI know: the way to San Jose.
\nI say: weird things at inappropriate times.
\nI succeed: at pretending everything’s okay.
\nI fail: at keeping secrets.
\nI dream: about weird things… and in every dream I can fly.
\nI wonder: what planet Ed’s mom is from.
\nI want: a digicam of my own.
\nI worry: about my sister’s love life.
\nI wish: I was more health-conscious.
\nI have: the best big sister.
\nI give: and give and give. I’m finally starting to receive…
\nI fight: with my boyfriend over STUPID shit.
\nI need: to feel needed.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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