» Inside job.
Inside job.
Posted on May 2nd, 2010 in life, love, relationships

I’ve got wallowing down to a science… I spent the better half of 2006 perfecting it, after all. I’m not gonna lie, my usual method of getting over someone is by getting under someone else. But I’m realizing that happiness is an inside job. I can’t sit here waiting for another guy to come along to stop wallowing about the last one. One day, you just have to decide not to be sad anymore. And that day was today. Well, actually it was Friday, but killing a few bottles of wine with Anthony foiled that plan. And then I decided it was yesterday. But while getting drinks with friends, one of the employees came up to our table and asked if any of us were he who shall not be named, because he who shall not be named had a phone call. Coincidence or cruel joke? As I walked out wondering if it was a sign, I looked up to the sky, dramatically shook my fist at the heavens, and almost got hit by a car. And so I decided that today would be the day (again). It’s barely noon, but I’m feeling optimistic. I mean, I’m going to Phil’s for lunch… If a beefy rib tickler isn’t guaranteed happiness, I don’t know what is.


  1. Chel was all like...

    From now on, I believe that you will become your best self 😀

    May 3rd, 2010 | #

  2. Skok-dizzle was all like...

    I was going to say something positive but now all I can think about it getting my ribs tickled by Phil’s beef… wait, whoa… well you know what I mean.

    May 3rd, 2010 | #

  3. shi was all like...

    i mean…if sexually transposing words of a sentence was an art form, I would consider skokes a pro. no wonder why you guys are friends =)

    mayan…it is an inside job =) optimism takes some effort at first…but it becomes natural down the road. now if we could only apply that concept to our diets and exercise routines…life would be perfect =)

    May 3rd, 2010 | #

  4. mayan was all like...

    @chel: thanks, babe 🙂 just like our tarot cards said!

    @skokie: i knew you were adventurous, but that might be a little too adventurous, even for you… i have no problem with getting my ribs tickled by phil’s beef, however.

    @shi: umm that’s the ONLY reason i’m friends with skokie 😉 i don’t know what you’re talking about, i totally ate a lean cuisine for lunch today and i’m going to kickboxing tonight. i’m on a mission. we only have six weeks!!!

    May 3rd, 2010 | #

  5. shi was all like...

    oh yaaaah! meeee too! i had an apple for breakfast and a chicken ceasar salad for lunch. i mean…did my mission ever really start? i dont know why i ALWAYS wait till the last month. maybe coz deep down, i really hate myself. hahhahha =)

    May 3rd, 2010 | #

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